If you are currently suffering from suicidal thoughts, talk it out on the suicide hotline 800 273 8255 and visit their website https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
And ignore what I have to say until you are better as they are only my amateur thoughts.
It's in "THE WHY"
TO DO:
DEFY evil. Don't compromise. Every breath in freedom is a triumph! God will know!
Learn. Your soul learns permanently even if your body loses memory.
Be thankful. You know what is right and wrong because you have courage to love, and that's all it takes.
Have hopes. The afterlife is for those who are just.
Stand firm. This communicates your justice.
Use every opportunity for generosity and justice. You cannot assist them in evil, it's impossible. You can only make it easier for them to realize good.
Speak shamelessly of truth. Consent, Courage, Compassion.
Find comfort in independence and friendship. A life demonstrating heroism is in definition.
First of all, suicidal thoughts usually come from either a sense of injustice or woe. Justice is what truly, individually, unanimously, improves humanity. You cannot do justice without a sense of equality and liberty (freedom in harmony with other's freedoms, especially to excel). Inexcusable pain is paramount, which unites the cause of both injustice and woe. DONT GIVE UP. Stand as your own principle. You are HUMAN, an acting, responsible owner of the physical. You are not worthless or unable to love and defend, and propagate (further) humans.
Focus: What are your favorite things, people, places? They are finite, but memory can be as good as existence sometimes. We can give new life. Heaven awaits those who do their duties, which are: Improve this world, and Give and raise new life.
How to improve this world?
Health
Comfort
Love
Fun
Justice
Harmony- social and familywise
Wherever you end up, you'll probably be better off, if you are a good person. Good people make positive, permanent changes. If you're enslaved or tortured, fight and set a good example. If there is no hope for this world, God will certainly destroy it, if it doesn't fall apart on it's own. It cannot be falsely good forever.
In every heart are the plans for heaven! The most important belief you can have is Ultimate Justice. This is inevitable because evil people will collapse and come round. You will be comforted by their reform and service.
What should you be doing? Progress to become more like God. God is good, immortal, happy, helpful, loving, and positive in all ways.
"We love because he first loved us!" -1 John 4:19
Empathize with God. He saves us all and feels your pain and sorrow as well as your joy and laughter!
LIVE if anyway as a testimony of virtue! Let Courage and Justice be your guide. Do your best to bring joy to others and yourself. Learn, teach, grow, improve, assist, celebrate, and laugh! There is more in life than the physical! TRUTH. Proof? Which letter in the word 'TRUTH' is more true? Is the whole word true without the letters? If it is only truth, then is it not a 'word'? The word proves that there is beyond nature!
Odds are, a culmination of neglect and spite against you is just now presenting itself and you wonder "what's the point of living with people who hate me?" Realize that the worst they can do to you will be brought to them and they'll likely give up too. In the meantime, show them you've got a flair of love that cannot be stopped. They're shooting themselves in the foot and asking "why is there pain?". It's lower than stupid, it's evil. It's loyalty to stupid. People don't do evil to do good, so if they're doing evil, steer clear of them. Evil people want an ominous and dominating impact to break others. They want the most efficient path to pleasure. The only reason they work together is to hold good people hostage and then demand a payout, usually in politics. People rarely do evil for evil's sake.
So, are you stupid? Why is there pain? Does it separate you from this world? Can you get your priorities straight? You cannot end suffering by death! Joy destroys suffering. Teamwork.
Revel in truth. Commune with God. Be committed to God. Freedom is joy. You're seeking freedom from pain because it's a joy to. Seek a solution. Salvage!
The only true relief is in progress! You have to earn Paradise with love. That gives it worth. LOVE is affirmative. Your soul is permanent. This world gives us training for our soul to learn control (temperance). Pray and answer prayers! Ending suffering is a sign of affection. Death doesn't automatically end suffering. Seek help! Give life until Jesus returns! Display gratitude. The value of human life to God is honest opinion and honest work.
You may ask "What in this world is worth working for? It is physical and not lasting." This world is renewable. It is the rationing of God's trust in us. It gives joy form. Experience wisdom, pride (in earnest service to God), jollity, awe, rapture, gratitude, excitement, challenge, humor, serenity, contentment, agape love (self-sacrifice), and passion or fervor.
Devotion to truth leads to courage, which then leads to glory. Look at what God has accomplished so far!
Reasons to live:
Art
Justice
What is fitting for evil people? Reform, awareness through empathy, or pain and further promise of pain.
Our suffering is worth it because we WILL correct all problems someday and we WILL be happy then.
Friendship
Amazement
Miracles
Transcendence (LOVE)
Defiance of death; Respect for life; Pride and gratitude of living
Suffering gives us a new perspective to embrace God. Conquer it! Rejoice! You have found some good and can pass it on! Show everyone what you're made of and persevere!
The purpose of the physical is to proclaim the truth. God is the whole truth. Life is affirmation of our commitment to perfection. If life lasted billions of years in suffering and there was only a minute of joy, it would be worth it. Why? 1. Hope for joy is as good as joy 2. God will solve our problems in the end. What level of good is worth our misery? All of it! To save all souls is the goal!
First of all, DON'T TRUST DEATH. Use death only to prevent more death, and only on a voluntary basis. Otherwise, it's murder. Don't murder yourself.
Second, DEFY EVIL. Trust you know what evil is.
Third, "STAY AFLOAT". Take the chance that whatever is ruining your body (brain included) will subside or be fixed somehow. Seek help!
The physical is our compromise, our 'record' with God. God's salvation is justice! Make the world a better place until Jesus returns.
Is all the trouble worth it? The value of action can be understood seperately from ourselves but that would lead to error. If our goal is Wisdom, Justice, and Love, then whatever we will become will be that and there is no need for fear. I am no longer me unless I'm pursuing these. It would be the best possible life and the only existence we will ever know or want. I live for duty to God and fellow humans to solve all problems. Someday I wish to partner with my true love so I can be totally involved in someone's life. We will support each other, help each other create a better world, and guide each other. The world will always need beauty.
Perfection isn't just created it is felt and known.
Be prepared to lose it all, but you will not lose your soul for God loves you. Someone loves you therefore God loves you. Joy needs updated with living!
If you're a guy then perhaps you're safety-obsessed because you're not calculating God's help in what is most important. You have a soul because of God, which is immutable. If you are good then your soul is also free. Seek a taste of perfection, if anything the Apostolic faiths. You have to take in. You may not have a sense of your problem. Faith will help. Be brave and loving.
You need faith to learn, review, practice, and relearn. Gratitude is the better half of humility. To face evil, first understand what is undoubtedly yourself.
Go to church; liturgy helps one live gratefully and resourcefully and to rejuvenate with the word and presence of God. Even if I didn't convince you of the existence of God, aren't you tantalized by the possibility of creating one? You don't know enough of reality to deny the possibility.
LIVE TO DO GOD'S WORK! Serve all.
Live, love, learn.
Please don't abandon us! You can always be a witness to love! Wherever you go, Heaven, Hell, the next step, be brave and loving! No worries! Take Pride in Life!
The purpose of life is to know, love, and serve God. You have to strive to be alive to love and serve Him. Suffering is Heroism if it is for a just cause. Repeat "I will bear this" or "God is my friend". How do we do this mission? We are here to support those that already exist, in this life or the next, spiritually and physically, to end all suffering, affirm love, and hone advantage. This means social progress in a moral style. After all, it doesn't profit someone to gain everything and lose their soul.
How to end suffering? I'm not quite sure, because on the one hand, time passes and eventually the problem is solved. On the other hand, it's hard to deny that our moments of suffering are real and should be avoided if not advantageous. This is the most correct plan:
Learn to time travel (seriously)
Build a perfect world
Correct all problems
(Who's to say God can't do all this anyway?)
As long as we strive for this (which is theoretically possible) in a moral style (step 3), we are doing right until Jesus returns. You can always help with prayer as it prepares one's self. An act of love changes the world!
This website is partially caused by suicidal thoughts. I had major anxiety attacks that included fear and awe of suicide after taking an anti-anxiety medication (ironic). They drove me to consider that I need to know why life is worth living more than just because I like it. Suicidal thoughts, I think, is a heightened yearning for answers and greatness. We learn that love is greater than pleasure by loyalty to others. Believe in people, in the physical, after all God made it all. Practice loyalty.
This is just my hunch on topics that might be critical to everyone:
We have free will because God has free will. We need to be free in order to become perfect! We have to trust God that this is worth it. Free will is part of our relationship with God. A perfect world without evil exists already. We have to choose good to join with this world, to go from nothing to true existence. This is our story. All must be understood. With God all things are possible. God finds value in the physical world. That which does not choose good remains infrastructure in their one chance to do good. The bad will just have to redo their life, over and over, unhappily, til they get it right. Time travel is real because like space, time and power have singularities. Therefore, all is possible. Logically it is proven because if anything could fall into a black hole (a space singularity) it already has and this gravity is therefore not just relative but selective. Also, all worldlines are reversible (all movements). We are secluded in our wills to improvement in our own time for our own stories. We should reach happy repetition for the physical world. No more crime, pain, or death. We did not choose this world, or to have free will. The evidence is clear that the only rational option is to seek ultimate advantage for all souls.
What is the point of suffering? That is, what is the point of waiting? In this life we address the physical with our unique perspectives. We must strive for physical and spiritual perfection until Jesus returns. We are doing the impossible by routing our worldline to God and a perfect world. That is our destiny. If God wanted to do it Himself it would be done already. It is up to us. Why does God want us alive? We know what is relatively good, and what we relatively do good. If this is the best that we can do then we can look Jesus honestly in the face and say we are doing our best. Part of doing our best is reviewing life and the world. How can there be faith without review? This embrace of both life AND good is what God wants. Suffering has no point except in our fraternity to learn how to correct all evil, which is already evident in good. Our souls are already immortal, so this is what we must do. Eventually we must reflect on history in this way. We must make evil not just a term but an impossibility. Suffering is nothing that we must repair with reality. God guides us with truth. We can do it! In our optimism we are nothing else. Therefore, suffering is a form of love.
I wish you Wisdom, Justice, and Love wherever you go.
Ultimate Advantage of Love is worth the pain, which is an awareness of evil, not an evil in itself. Love is eternal.
It's hard to disagree that knowledge is wonderful! The purpose of life is to access what God will reveal to us and pass it on until the world achieves perfection. This proves to God that we want it. We are living out the story God provides. We are needed for our unique perspective. Seek out perfect intention. Don't give in to the indifference of sin just because one is "already lost." God finds value in the physical world. We suffer without empathy. You just have to exist and you merit my help.
God needs you. We all need you. Stick it out. That is where hope lies, not in death. In life you can be sure of things. You can believe. You can love. You are loved. Reach out to someone who loves or will love you. Break things down optimistically. Liberty, Equality, Fraternity. If pain is all you fear then know it has a limit too. Hope of a better future is just as good as having it. Embrace those who have hoped for you and also those who wished they had your life. I have survived homelessness as a schizophrenic and catatonia. Suffering isn't as it seems from the outside. You can cope with humility, hope, and loyalty to the truth. God is real. Your soul is real. Truth will always exist. While you're here you might as well observe your loyalty to yourself and others. Pain is just a truth that will be organized later. No one in their right mind wants pain in itself. You're being honest. God will save you no matter how you die. Enjoy returning the favor by saving yourself. You have eternal value. Pain is not all you have learned. Stick it out through the dark trek. Be someone's hero. Don't trust death. Pursue God. He wouldn't have the nerve to create the universe without the ability and will to make it right.
Remember you have been given the authority to live.
Bear with me. Do it for art and hope's sake. For laughter's sake! There is more joy in this world than you could possibly experience!